* Step out *

歌手：梁詠琪 , 專輯：順時針
作詞：姚若龍　作曲：陳小霞　編曲：塗惠源＊開往山頂上的車子裡　播著讓人想哭的歌曲　好想換個電台轉來轉去　卻轉不開我難過的心＃或許因為你愛看夜景　說得話也閃爍帶著謎　不會傻的問誰搶去了你　以後要習慣留點安全距離△有時候交談變得空洞　沉默卻像溝通　當情人那麼沉重　當朋友反而輕鬆　有時候孤獨可以寂寞　也可以是自由　能安慰自己的人　比較容易快樂Repeat ＊,＃,△　△能安慰自己的人　比較容易快樂

Wish to send this song to him. I've really put him down and our relation have end long time ago. So sad to hear that he not want to let go our past. Hope he will and happy always.

Haih..open shop got alot of thing to "fan". Money is always the big and important issues. Plan for long time and hope it can have a good starting. Gambatte to Us !!!

Is difficult to step out the 1st step but then there is a must. There are always alot of 1st step for all of us. Be brave to step out cause have no other choice. XD

* Finally *

Thankx god! Finally we get it. That is shop, our shop. lolx~

We go see and pay deposit for shop on 8th of August 2009. Our shop number is 18 and pay for rm18XX amount. There are so many 1 and 8. Hope it will bring lucky to us. =) God bless me!!!

And today, my housing loan is approve. Although that amount is not that i apply, but atleast it was better than nothing. Right? When the shop will start renovation?Run business?Earning?There are so many step that we need do walk. What,when,how,why is oways turning in my mind. Lolx.

Think will start for vacancy next week and is time to survey some machine in KL. ^^

Below is the shop original look. =)

* Money *

How worst if no money??? The answer must be very worst!!!

So regret dint save money from last time. Today just get ptptn warning letter it mean must clear some amount before 14 weeks!!! But im jobless now, so sad. Have to borrow from parent again (this is what im most hate to do it). After start work again i must save more money if not really can't survive in this cruel world. X.X

Atlast tomorrow can call the shop agent and talk bout rental and might start business as soon as possible. How good is it? Although now still have not enough modal but everything will be fine. Because of personal loan, few credit card, housing loan(if approve), additional money (if housing loan not approve..choi!!! wont it be!!!) but heart still not so calm and still worry. God might bless me ar~ I will go donate more blood and do more charity!

So tired, just back from fetch sister from far far place. Sk-> Cheras batu 9-> Equine-> Kl-> Ss. Summore still have to let mom scold. Haih~ Dont scold me la, im so stress summore i just pity her.

Really hope everything will be fine. =) How good if got 1 person tell me: Everything will be fine, don't worry. XD i must love him/her so much. LOLX

* Jobless *

I have been 2 months never work!!! It is so boring to me and really can't stand with it anymore. Im waiting for the bank loan to open shop. There are 2 weeks n 2 weeks that mean waiting and waiting. I hate waiting!!! Think there must have alot of people like me- hate waiting!!!

Everyday Im doing same things. That is wake up-eat-tv-sleep-eat-tv-on9-sleep. OMG!!! That is PIG life. That mean I've gained weight. *sigh* Last time when everyday go work feel how good if noneed to work and just stay at home but now i can said it is definitely wrong. Work is so important not only can earn money but can fill up those free time. So regret dint find any part time job for this 2 months. LOL..lazy me.

Plan start from tomorrow morning go garden and jogging. I feel that im too waste time cause everyday so late just wake up and noon time sleeping again. Anywhere really hope i can get up tomorrow. Hahaha..will tomorrow is my brand new day???