* ( My childhood dance partner ^^)* Today was my busy day. Is good to me because it mean my shop got lots of customer *weeeee* But it makes me feel tired because or not enough staff. Previous days i was just so weak because of my gastric, no matter how many times i get warning from doctors or my bfs, i will still gastric. Yeah~ it just because im notty, dint follow their advise, so what i get is eat lots of medicine and wasting money to look over doctor... lolx..
While driving back home form work, there are somthing fly over my mind. I so need and hope i can live follow the schedule. What i mean is really follow the time table and live, is that possible to me? I really wanted to go gym every morning, then have my vitamin C, breakfast, work, lunch/tea time, back home, do my own things, do my own practical, then sleep early. When can i do that? hmmm.......seriously i really want to.
Yesterday i saw some picture that really can make me "let go" him(heart break). Finally, i can do that. Even that picture make me feel pain. But is really the time to let go and i have my own life without him. No matter how sick am i, how moody am i, how sad am i, how angry am i,how happy am i, i would not look for him anymore. I promise to myself. Promise is always a promise.
So now i just need to concentrate on my business, practical, exam, partners, bfs, family....I've got lots of things to do and prepare, i noe im wasting my practical time, but what to do, no mood for that at the moment..sigh~ I will cheer myself up soon, very soon. =)
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